Being April

IQ: 151 Left Brain: 76 Right Brain: 60 Your IQ Score puts you in the highest Genius range of intelligence (140+), indicating that you are at the very top of the intelligence scale. You have great memory skills and are able to memorise a number of items at once, however you have excellent word comprehension skills and perform extremely well at language based tasks such as writing an article or understanding written works. This will help you greatly if you are involved in publishing or journalism. You have strong spatial relations abilities that give you an advantage when undertaking such activities as estimating space or parking a car.  Left Brain Overall Score: 76 Memory: 63 Word Comprehension: 93 Logic: 75 Numerical Sequences: 78 You have great memory skills and are able to memorise a number of items at once. You have excellent word comprehension skills and perform extremely well at language based tasks such as writing an article or...

lone·ly   [ lohn -lee ] 1. affected with, characterized by, or causing a depressing feeling of being alone; lonesome. 2. destitute of sympathetic or friendly companionship, intercourse, support, etc.: a lonely exile. 3. lone ; solitary; without company; companionless. 4. remote from places of human habitation; desolate; unfrequented; bleak: a lonely road. 5. standing apart; isolated: a lonely tower.       Am I lonely? I suppose I am. But I am never alone. I always always always have children with me. But I look forward to when they go to bed, and I am left in the quiet. But if I enjoy the quiet so much, then why do I feel so lonely so often?  Several of my siblings came to visit a couple of weeks ago, and I was so looking forward to them being here. I was so so excited, and then when they were here I loved it! But I was also very overwhelmed and I was very much looking forward to them ...

That's a good question. I used to know. I used to be smart. I used to revel in my school work, although I rarely got good grades. I used to think I was smarter than everybody else. I used to be lazy. I used to be irresponsible. I used to have a good memory. I used to remember everything, especially random historical facts, or the names and capitals of every country in the world. I used to want to be a high school history teacher. I used to want to be a writer. I used to spend hours on end writing. I used to sing with my siblings every chance I got. I used to stay up late at night singing with my sister in voices that blended nearly perfectly.  I used to play with my nieces and nephews and dreamed of having a house full of children of my own. I used to think I was patient, and nothing could ever bother me. I used to have siblings around me all the time to be my best friends. I used to like to play sports, although I was never any good at them. I used to have 100% semi...